Had church today.
lead praise and worship,
don't anyhow call people redundant lah,
I was choosing my songs,
so what if I'm not so good at leading PW as you.
Anw, during PW,
it was the first time I cried in front of so many people,
rather malu-ing when thinking of it,
cause THAT song,
never fails to touch me.
This week was terrible,
I'm so so so so so so so tired,
and my physics is still not done,
and I'm very stressed.
After that, luched with zhijun,
johnathan and daniel came to join,
talked about our schools,
and three of us,
m, daniel and johnathan who are having the home room thing,
agreed that it sucks.
Anw, we are super talkers,
we can talk up to two hours!
While looking through my inbox,
I saw daniel's email,
and realised how lame he is,
cause when he told us we are under budget for camp,
and he is going to give us a new year present,
I WAS SO HAPPY LAH!
in the end. it turn out to be,
helping him check if his calculations are correct.
After that,
went dinner with my uncles and aunties,
well, I got to eat lobster porridge =D
My uncle know all the nice places to eat one lah,
he took us to a restaurant in ITE, (the school)
at Changi there.
I just realised that Chinese is a silly language,
chi fan if loosely translated,
means eat rice,
while in Chinese it means, have your meals,
while it also means eat rice -.-
And zu cai if loosely translated,
means cook vegetables,
but it means cook dishes in Chinese,
see, isn't it silly.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAS!
Okay, whatever.
And I'm blogging on my bed,
using my dad's old laptop,
and my sister is sleeping already,
I can't sleep,
the house is dark lah,
I feel lonely.
But I cannot sleep,
although I'm so tired,
ad it's bad for my eyes.
Dear Lord Jesus,
I tried to step out of the boat today,
it was because of yesterday's sermon,
that I volunteered to lead praise and worship,
it's something that the old Claire will never ever do,
over her dead body,
but then it's because I want to take that step of faith for you,
yet what happen,
I got called redundant,
and other things,
yeah, I think those were the attacks,
the pastor was talking about yesterday.
Seek ye first the Kingdom of God,
and all shall be added onto you,
I love this verse, a lot.
Because, I've seen it happen,
in my own life.
Dad, give me rest,
I'm tired,
I don't ever wanna lead PW again,
but let your will not mine, be done.
Although tears of pain may fall,
you'll wipe them for me.
